a mARTIAN dIARY

NeeD

Filed under: rEd rhyMes — cafm @ 11:03 pm June 18, 2006

(This Poem is dedicated to ‘Her’….)

I need your to need me the way that you need me to need you like for a need needed for the greatest need

My need for you to need me the way that i need you is needlessly’ the need whose need keeps me from not needing other needs for leading a needing life

Conclusively i needly need not say instead simply need you with all the need and ask you to…."Please heed to my need"

(Any similarity of the starting lines to a song by the group lobo is purely….imaginary ;) )

Immortal

Filed under: rEd rhyMes — cafm @ 3:40 am June 17, 2006

(I wrote this when i was having a fight with one of my special friends niviya.
I was angry at her for something that she said about me…

These words that fall
one by one
divides this paper
or is it just me?

but yet how they carry
the words i wish
my face would say

one day i know
dust would take my place
yet what i feel now would remain
as something that exists…but does not

these feeling though everlasting
are useless , powerless
for they cannot make me not feel
for
their destiny is their death

should i pity them?
for their eternal pain
what greater punishment for an immortal
than a destiny of death

But isn’t it the same as mine?

the wound is fresh
and the knife remains
for blows from back
no armour can prevent
and seldom heal

but is it that big a deal?
for is it right to expect
mercy from the heartless
loyalty from a snake

but does she understand
that with every stroke that she takes
further she gets from the island
the harder it to reach the fire by night
or is it a new shore she search’s?

But i wish i could do my part
stop her from going far
but alas by pride
muffles it up
and churns out this worthless poem

(The line about the shore was originally "new one", Niv’s suggested it to be shore :P )

Night Sky

Filed under: rEd rhyMes — cafm @ 4:44 pm June 16, 2006
As I see
the sun has set

as I look
the moon comes out

as I ponder
the world dreams

as I rise
I hear again

I look around
to no avail

as I turn
I hear again

The voice I hear
is no stranger

I close my eyes
And hear again

to my lonely heart
on this lonely night

second by second
the voice grows stranger and stranger

(I felt like writing this when I was really down…I don’t remember why…but i remember that I felt this when i was staring at the sky at night from my terrace and hence the name)

Strings

Filed under: rEd rhyMes — cafm @ 11:44 am June 12, 2006

The day is to end egar are the masked
to get unmasked

all day long they pity their fathers
as if they were further

civilized as the are
as they head home in their car

the sun is shamed to ace
as the moon shows its face

the mortals are fast
as a spell is being cast

long ago there was an apple
who gods dream did topple

then a snake was to blame
but today who is of his fame

that was the the first day of the devil
today where is god?

what magic do there strings hold
which always goes untold

wars were fought and knives were stabbed
all for the magic these strings had

the need which was never satisfied
but made no hue and cry

 

So I ask you…
What magic do these strings hold

 

Clouds

Filed under: rEd rhyMes — cafm @ 11:42 am

Sky is the limit
but are they to delimit

clouds are my aim
but what do i stand to gain?


for one day i know

i will be far above


with the clouds i will play
for whom now i pray


and that day i touch
without a hunch


and i’ll cry
for they go dry


then they turn to water
as my life grows shorter


and i ask
why did i come this far?


for water was always there
and then i understand


that i am not to stand
in the way of life


as it marches by
for without the clouds


who really are water
why would i come this far


and live with out a hope
for life is a journey


and a destination it is not….

 

 (Got 2nd prize for this poem in the college in B-tech 3rd year)

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